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June the 11thThe heart energy is connection: heart connects with all parts and cells of the body. So the heart relates to unity of body and society and humans!
May 27thThe black hole as Allah is found in human physiology - brain structure - in the reptilian brain. The most concentrated and non-responsive part of the brain. Only to take in sensation and return animal feelings of rage and worse - extreme power of feeling - with no dispersal openness - or giving to others as supervisor or allowing any maps from outside!
May 28thPerfection is coherence source linked up and giving order - coherence to structure behavior. Even on the level of molecular behavior or atomic behavior and especially below that to string behavior. Thus strings and the six dimensions of strings may be the repository of mind.
June 7thBook: banker to the poor. Charlie Rose - Mohammed in banker for the poor - every human is entrepreneur. Borrowing money should be human right, like freedom! Oprah could support his way of ending poverty. Globalization is partnership.
Alzheimer's! I must allow sensation to orient my body, from 12 meridians Qi and reptilian brain, to reduce or lose stress and suffering and being uptight. I must allow my brain to regrow. Not to keep dying brain only, but to grow new and be self organizing, gain new ideas and enterprises. New ways and methods is youth. Regrow my way of writing as self organization.
Food or eating is related to emotions of mid-brain. So getting in touch with sensation is the direction, not high-brain laws, rules or will or midbrain stroking. Reward of food is not needed.
June 13thWatching the E-files. Dreams and science are answers to questions we or nobody has yet asked, or answers to questions nobody knows how to ask! So I am looking for the question. Like Jeopardy, they give the answer and we look for the questions as the solution! Wayne Grady interview: teacher or young man who gave rules for skill building. Effect of what people tell us we are: you are not good.
June 16thBlog: basics of spirituality found in science. Start with my notes. Conversation is best book: not one way and not external supervision.
June 18thExamined life: Hegel said our self is a reflection of others thoughts about us: how we are seen in society's eyes. This is my realization at the moment of enlightenment that resulted in no - self and the new beginning of self organization or Buddha Mind: self determination and I AM that I AM. Descartes said: humans are individually separate. As Culture expands individuals reduced themselves to fit as smaller, more specialized niches. Reductionism.
June 18thCharlie Rose: Robert Thurman, author and Buddhist, religions, Islam, infinite life. August 3rd 1941.
June 19thAccupressure in water and under water. Release at deep healing emotion: my conclusion, connects humans with deep self, to conception, but within womb! Thus emotions are fuzzy intelligence of enlightenment and back to Deep Self. Rational intelligence only begins after birth and after learning language.
June 20thAttachment that causes suffering is code dependency and the Greek myth of looking in the pond at one’s reflection. Narcissism. Society and religion and peer groups seem to be narcissistic as well: requiring others to be the same.
June 21stMemory and Alzheimer's: TV is asking us to not use the brain. What we see is not important or connected to emotional mind of deep self or we learn to not use our brain and thus let it decay: not be important. So watching TV will destroy brain.
June 24thOn Oprah: Mike Myers said, as a child “the only love I received was performance based”. This hit a big yes with me! I feel that sums up my relation with my parents and was then transferred to peers or friends. Then the problem was that I was always competing, never being part of a group, because I expected love from being a better performer. I see this now, today I begin to see this, in sports and movie stars, and politics and my career in music! So the idea of being a great performer, or composer or writer, is being replaced by playing music for the spiritual connection, not for concern about how well or great I play, and this can be transferred to equal conversation as Blog where dialogue or ACOC: speaking to strangers whose relationship to me is human to human! So my being became based on what and how I do and who I AM: what I AM! So this is where religion, Christianity of Christ as I AM is, and Buddhist suffering is codependent and narcissism regarding performance, not who we are as self organization.
June 27thStepping today on feet that felt or connected with the ground, relaxed, no longer stiff boards that I walk on. Now feeling a connection from feet to head. Felt I could turn off TV and not feel disconnected, non performance. As if TV is a performance necessary to watch to get love. Wow! So: if I AM not performing I must, should connect with the performance of others, on TV or in books. Not so codependent to perform and good mental product. No more winners or losers. As in: “no perfection or imperfection”. So how this applies to eating: sugar is love, and acceptance. No more looking at clock and seeing TV schedule.
June 28thMandela dissenter itself with the outer circle been faults at Eagle self, imagine or projected. It can be projected by and iterated fractal procedure which is coherent in operation but the no self at many positions. The projected cultural image. Women that I like are like, same as, projection of sugar or sweet, as love I never received from my mother. So do not connect interest in my work, or me, into a possible significant relationship. The Tai Chi people are like my religious brothers: possible people that would be interested in my research, so draw up a list, chart of things they would find helpful and interesting and make lecture or give list to ask for health.
June 28thAre soap operas the answer to the question, how are evil selves created beside the real inner self? The iteration of the dramatized characters each day is the same fractal process that creates individuals within a social group of family and peers. This Iteration create selves in the Mandala of persons are around a central coherence.
July 1stThe first commandment: I AM thy God. Thou shall not have any other false gods before me. The I AM inside me is the creative self organization real self and external supervision are the false gods: that try to use external rules to order me from the out-side!
July 11thAfter party at the Hatlands. Music as a model of mind was and is not recognized as such because of principle of highest level of operating system cannot make models of itself or operate on its operations: or change the way it operates while and during operation. This is also the principle of the command of the 10 commandments which says not to make any image of God: which should say that God, I AM, cannot make images of itself. The Jewish culture expects all people to be fully understanding and knowing, whereas the Christian culture is reductionistic, it pulls people away from all knowing, only the priest and bishop and Pope or Jesus and God are all knowing and must be bowed down to as a child to a parent or father. Become as little children! Who I thought I was, was a total fantasy made up by parents and peers - by observations - not by who I was inside. Rules and maps lead to control. Controlling who is in control. Control yourself!
July 16thSo music is a model of mind that is installed from external supervision. When we connect with it we experience enjoyment. We hear the music in our head. If we try to make it work, apply rules and make sure it is in tune, we are model of suffering and external supervision. Maybe have page for rich woman in jail to connect with other prisoners about self organization and external suffering.
July 19thThe Chakras above the heart or 12 to 64 places, may be divided into the heart as the suits are within a card deck. First is red or black - four suits. Thus the heart is six dimensions of Qi and coherence and the next is the seventh dimension: maybe 6 + 1 and 8 as 6 + 2 where 2 = 4 suits, and 9 as 6 + 3 as one is red black, 2 is four suits. Thus mind dimensions or layers of coherence = 512 states of 18 coherent cycle which may be eight groups of 64 = 512 = four suits of red four suits of black? So cards are two suits red and two suits black = 4 time 64 = 256! How mind uses next levels of coherence! Find love? is thousand pedaled lotus.
July 19thThus the language comes from the 10 petals of 5 lines of I ching or 22 letters; and 52 makes up 26 male and 26 female of letters for heart chakra and each next chakra layer is like grammar and meaning structure. Or the lower level layers equal to grammar like rhythm.
July 20thif 5 elements or four elements were three parts of charts are the dimensions of the chakras. Naval and coherence as five makes 10 petals and 32 states of I Ching. Thus the 12 meridians' over the five elements is relationship of two Chakras. The three sections or four elements of Astrology may be above the heart chakra that interacts as 6 heart + 3 = 9 and 6 + 4 = crown and thought processes procedures fate - karma With 6 + 2 = Suites 8 as 16 petals 6 + 1 = color 3 = cardinal, fixed and mutable. Generated, concentrated, distributed Spirit, soul, mind 2 dimensions = 4 as root chakra as DNA!
July 25thThe idea of Gods will as in “if God wills it”, as the cause of events in one's life is saying that we have no control or interaction with our inner coherence. We cannot employ self organization within. No connection with the I AM within. Because that is the domain of God. And fate. So free will or free self organization is the new direction that is being explored. That is the meaning of my design of mind: self organization is real. We can interact with all our parts.
Charts are being - doing coherent sources for language brain as if going up and down scale or key signature. 1A: what is in it here for you Design your mind, as if the human mind can change your viewpoint of yourself, as if moving your birth chart to a new place, choose your birthday within your year. That is what happens in school or with connection with psychic Science, especially in these pages. Like AA for everyone. Connect to your real inner self beyond family and peer opinion leads to enlightenment.
July 29thI have not used any discipline or system like meditation or yoga or tia Chi or any way to a perfect life. The reason is to bring the knowledge of ignorance, suffering, peace to everyone by showing how it is built into our very existence. It is the knowing thru the simple and doing with the easy. With science: showing it is self realization, not following some religious way or being under others control.
July 30thThe removal of the coherence of perfection at my enlightenment allowed a whole illusion of what is my life and existence to collapse and allowed me a new beginning or fresh start. Rebirth of my view of life. Even to my opinions that had tracked to the side as holomind can be a conjunctive image, my connection with my senses - lower brain ignored - I saw the bright color of flowers for the first time in my life. August 1st Psychic healers engage calls to allow the stem cell properties to emerge so the person heals himself: as if this psyche takes this to the womb or soul or spirit!
July 19thCards model layered heart chakra. Thus playing cards operates to create coherence: All cards in same suit in sequence. Thus after shuffle is karma life of suffering. The king as extra card is like external supervision of culture. Culture is biologically impossible - not built into human biology but peace is. Joy or beauty is matching external structure with internal operations as proved by fractal shape of a identity of internal neural operation with the external structure and process. Like cards – music - beauty - landscapes - mountains and paintings. The cards of Western deck also have possible layering over power of 10 Chakra. 10 number cards as 10 petals. Jack with colors as Yin Yang 12 heart chakra - Queen is 14, - King as 16, and suits as 18 and 20 Chakra layer. Thus the colors are the Yin and Yang coherence for each Face card. Thus the Jack reds and blacks are next layer that give 12 petals - Queen gives 14 petals, King give 16 or eye chakra and 18 is brain Chakra not chartered with 20 as four suits.
August 3rdExamined life: God - experiences of God are resonant with inner structures as out there or even inside. This is beyond the gap. Thus we cannot directly experience our highest inner mind directly, but can experience a synergy in art or music or religious “other” as a map of inner activity beyond perception: experience the structure that is creating perception. Inner self organization and the bio activity of mind and levels of holomind.
Aug. 7thMy web is like a solitaire deal: one card up and six hidden with one stack all the way open. Like chakras and Qi energy between layers and Chakras.
Naomi Judd: did eight years research in mind body spiritual connection.
August 24thTalk with Britt: what have we as humans accomplished? Being human and developing the human brain that allows culture and language. The culture and language that allows group and peaceful gentle action. And that allows rules and control and love of splits of abilities divided and distributed to whole group. Self realization is understanding this “who we are” as humans. Buddhist science: Science is cultural self realization. Who we are as humans and beings and matter - mind and spirit. I am adding and including spirit. What this first book is about.
August 25thSo the beauty of being human is the hero, savior, Jesus and Buddha and winners of Olympics. Their images out there of being human for everyone. Of the accomplishment over the last year's. Thus our seeing heroes or savers is beauty is the same as beauty being external map internal activity of our mind. Thus we worship ourselves as humans in the accomplishment of others. We see ourselves as Jesus or Buddha. Being human is a huge accomplishment that we see in heroes.
Aug. 28Self organization or self coherence and order. The self mind! Organization of mind is holomind coherence.
September 1stAlso of #6 knowing the top. Self realization that we emerge from peace or gentle, that is built into it the brain and human biology. This is also that hero Supreme Being is built into being me: human biology. More than we can know, ever know, because the top level cannot map itself. It's mapping process with that process.
September 10thI do not need to watch TV or play solitaire or “do”, I can be calm and connect within: better without all this outside stuff. When I watch or play, it accesses that surface of mind, when I stopped I am accessing and connecting deeper.
September 11thWhen someone calls me names, like prick or bully or whatever, I will not be put in their arena, in their ball park by responding to such insults, but see these statements as what they are: defecations from the large intestine energy. I will not join or comment on the statements or recognize them as applying to me or as truthful, but as a problem of the presenter that may stretch back to their childhood. Thus I will not call attention to their problem anymore than I would put someone down for being lame or fat or disfigured. I will respond to their upset as if they were skillful in a research quest for adjustment in my response: for me to change something that I can change. I will respond by asking what they would like me to do or by asking what they need to have happened and then negotiate a good outcome. I cannot change others who express their shit or respond by calling attention to their problem, lack of skill in communication. There's more to this and I can share it with others.
September 17thNotes on study of hypnosis: 1 - ignoring is involved in trance. 2 - going into trance, rapport, or leading, can be related to a contrary as well as together. Say: I cannot hypnotize you. So maybe I have a difficult time doing writing because I am doing contradiction to mothers teaching commands to write.
September 18thOrdinary life that centers in the conscious ignores connection with the rest of life. We talk and think to fast and too shallow. Hypnosis connects us with hearing, or feeling or seeing from deep within: mind below rational thinker. So laughter, fun heard outside my window in next yard has upset me. Why? Because I was not allowed fun like that as a child. Now I connect and understand and let go. Release those old hurts and rules and limits: produces Non - attachment.
October 2ndBig breakthrough: self organization and neural nets creates, causes, total self responsibility. I am responsible for my structure. I'm the only one who can and will change same structure and create me: Who I AM.
October 12thThe five spaces we exist in: 1 - birth down 2 - earth rotates 3 - Earth orbits around Sun 4 - Sun orbits galaxy, 5 - galaxy moves towards Virgo. These are space times we exist in. Including different time existence. This may explain why humans and animals sleep: during our wakefulness we exist in a different space time and need to recover by sleep. Thus each space time has a different existence. Reptilian Chakra brain of 12 meridians' as maybe earth rotation, and the emotional intelligence or animal brain as Year orbit, and humans as sun around the galaxy and spirit as whole galaxy.
October 17thWhat phase space this TV watching belong to? Like ACOA meetings - we are all approached as individual humans, not as family members or friends or other special relations. We are part of operational phase spaces: We would like to see the things happen as we did when we were infants, seeing how our families operate and learn from them.
October 19thThe human language brain is or operates in response mode, responding to external supervision, as in work or watching TV or even listening to internal dialogue. So it, human self on the surface, not deep self, even responds to inner animal brain: eat or get pleasure, mothering or strokes or --- ?
October 20thJazz sees both sides of rhythm and melody, which creates fuzzy logic. Science sees both sides of problems: which is fuzzy, or not only yes or no.
October 21stHolomind is like green screen TV. With the language, drama, mapping right brain as projector. So our self is a projection from the side, which is what language, thought is - moves to a projection to create selves which moves to Adams or God created man in his image! Green screen! Yes! Music as a map of the green screen: a coherence.
November 3rdTo look at systems of philosophy as if they are pieces of bass music that I must find out or explore how to play and how they work? How I approach thinking and mental processes of: what it is to be human. Do I look at it as music that I must play, that I must analyze to fit my bass instrument with four strings, how the philosophy is inner construction. Thus holomind gives me the clef and notation for all thinking.
November 11thStructure of magic and of language: rule governed behavior is the residue of external supervision. The real reason or structure of rule governed behavior is coherence of holomind and phase spaces. So explain phase spaces in this context: not with math.
November 15thInstead of phase space, use trees structure of phases. Also use deep structure. The structures are hidden as surface structure. Also the iterated structure as tree structure, like fractals, and phase spaces. See structure of Magic 1. Tree structure of light? Divided into phases? For hologram, a lot more like sound and light as pitch and color? In phase or out of phase. Fractals is seeing iterated process. What are angles of neural networks?
November 18thSuffering of external supervision shows itself when and where it is excessively successful in producing or having produced law abiding or highly regulated societies. Examples are Germany and Japan. That collapsed into exporting external supervision and control over other societies by war! Germany in World War one and World War Two and Japan in many ways. No room for self organization makes or creates disintegration into excess. Reason and control emerge from this German revolution: restriction of self, to only follow rules and not to be all that you can be or I AM is not allowed. Being a part of whole, not all whole alone, reduce relations to only one mind as in Japan or single mind! But then they became best at being humble and selfless: to not be selfish! They reduced to only their way: no unity as in Catholic and Hindu.
November 20thThere is no self: only 10 or 12 coherences, each coherence spot, location is same generator. Self organizer. So I have 10 selves all different and related to or connected to other chakras. No self: thus Saturn conjunct Jupiter of Star of David and trinity is self organizing coherence that has the same program as others in history or reincarnation, but Uranus and Neptune and Mars, Venus, Earth etc. are different to make unique self organizing programs. Planets square forms humor and beyond ordinary: others do it to me, others make me do it, ignored? Is conjunction strong, confused, and opposition weak or not seen, and square as separate.
November 28thSake or Japanese wine and other alcohol drink is reductionistic: taking away the outer cover and getting to the inner essence. As is men's clothing like suites reduces to one structure.
November 30thHell is always here and now of following or being forced by external supervision. Being the devil is to force others to do your will to follow you! This applies a lot to Islam. So much of God, what is looked upon as God is as Devil! Heaven is to make the rules your own: create and organize them yourself. Find your connection with self and others that is love link or myself reflected in acts and actions.
December 1stMaps of mind: language – phase structure: using the math word phase is mapped not by math but by application to maps like alphabets and music etc.. Phase and mind maps are self reference of highest levels of mind and showing nature of consciousness and mind body. This includes religion, God seen in self organizing universe. Heaven and hell seen as external supervision problems.
Watching TV is external supervision that is telling me what to think. My reason for watching TV and allowing this external supervision is attachment: I resonate with the programs. Learning how they work and become attached! So Buddhist Non - attachment is important - so seeing the nature of resonance and attachment. I even resonate and am attached to my solitaire and have a model of external supervision and the rules of solitaire and cards.
December 7thScientific proof: from clinical hypnosis, if hardly proven is at least plausible. My emergent intuitions are at least plausible. I wish to address different cognitive styles as shown as Apollonian, Odyssean, Dionysian. Activation [of something already there?]. Arousal or modes of heating the mind in the face of external supervision. Redundancy.
December 9thThe reversed signed, “no sex causes bad eyes”, an example of writing on the coherent source background or canvas as an example of the use of a mirror to move the words off the canvas or off the merge with the source. This merge with the source is what the language of smell is for all other species, and the mirror of that mental ability or intelligence, then created language.
December 11thYoga for the rest of us: Hand mudra can be yoga, allow the brain to develop ideas as yoga, emerging from the hand. Make or use the idea of yoga in dance as start positions that go on from there to improvise. Yoga can be used to discover stress: where individuals have ignored their movement and then limiting themselves. Yoga is about removing stress generated limits of movement. Play as level of development: winning or losing comes from the level of resolution of Mars or assertiveness in games. The next development or level of development as Jupiter, learning and creating self. Next level is Saturn as community. So these levels may be pairs ie. Jupiter aware of Mars. Or assertiveness in games. Second is Saturn aware of Jupiter or Star of David as family and religions. Third is Uranus aware of Saturn or technology. Reductionism.
December 13thInclude - why holographic, holograms are used to model or map mind which forms holomind. How holomind works: including music which becomes a model of holomind better than holograms. Other cultural activities that can now be seen as maps of holomind. Things or subjects invented in recent science that apply to holomind.
December 18thWhat is enlightenment. World at different level of resolution. Culture and language create or right of vision or concepts or object of everyday life of good, bad and many concepts. But these other levels of resolution are imbedded within our ego - world and culture. This cannot be talked about or described because it is the same level of consciousness as the top level. Trying to describe itself. So we “must” or can have an instance change of perception as illustrated by my jpeg picture. So regular code of logics, like black ink on any color paper, shows the objects. Code that uses background as coherence as what is written on or altered how we experience cohesion is real, true holomind. Thus with high levels of resolution we can see enlightenment. But is enlightened, real center mind written in higher or lower levels of resolution to see?
December 21stAnother word for suffering is trauma or being traumatized.
December 22ndElegant universe or string theory. If the quantum level can be chaotic and random or not regular and the string level of 11 dimensions even more so, then matter at our level doesn't change no matter what is contained within. Psychics can read or see matter shaped as strings as in “the psychic perception of quarks” of Besant and Leadbeater or mind images can be stored or connected to matter as examples of the heart implant that carried information about the person who murdered the donor. Then matter as mind can store anything so then how does brain matter work with holomind. December 22nd continued Strings are a hundred billion billion times smaller or small enough to be gravity and to be holographic mind. Smaller than an atom. Scale, level of resolution such that if an atom were enlarged to the size of the solar system a string would be the size of a tree. So there are enough strings in one atom to encompass all of the mind. Holographic mind. Holomind in each atom. Doesn't matter how they vibrate inside. Doesn't matter to the next level operation. The operation of 1 atomic and 2 chemical matter or 3 cellular or 4 tissue: how the strings vibrate and what information they contain.
END DEC. 25th
A new paradigm extension to holomind emerged yesterday. Individual egos - persons are not holographic complete! We are just phases or a fractal subobject to a higher level of human holomind called society! And now Civilization is a still higher level! Each individual is like a single bell ringer [see www.rr.org ] that can only play a single note within the holomind context of music - melody! This is a clearer map of a realization that emerged decades ago as a question: Why are humans specialized, wheras individual animals can do what each other animal does? There is no division of labor! many years later one answer emerged: the unity of all the divisions of labor was first maped as "God is Love" where love is not an emotion but a bonding of all humans! Now this fits within the music - mind map in that we all have only one note to perform, but all humans know the complete melody - music and where the note fits and the coherence of time - key signature that is called consciousness! In that the note performer is conscious of the melody and how the melody fits the rhythm! The individual can be holomind by embedding all code within one note as FM or AM as map! This paradigm fits the political maps, especially those of the communist governments - movements. Yet we know that the communist ideas became reductionistic by ignoring self organization built into all biological neural networks and the suffering - stress of the brain/mind caused by external supervision! So we now see self organization in capatilism emerging within communism as it did during the industrial revolution !
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